Nnoitra X Nelliel : BITTERSWEET

I took your memories …

He’s been tossing and turning all day in his bed, Trying to remember all the things I said.

Forced amnesia, an Epiphany won’t see you

I didn’t even look twice at his bleeding head, After all the unspeakable things he said.

Forced amnesia…

 It’s been a week and I can’t get it out of my head, How he lost his mind when I fought instead.

Forced…

 Pounding on my front door, wait, I thought he’d forget, He’s remembered everything and now I’m dead.

Song : TwoThirds, Feint & Veela - Epiphany


This is the second time that I used the Digital media Photoshop CC 2015 and Wacom Bamboo tablet ~! 

In fact this is my very first Digital painting, so I hope I haven't made any big mistakes ! 
On the one hand Nnoineil is and will be forever my OTP in spite of them being the total opposite of each other, The Killer and The Warrior. 
But on the other hand, this scene takes place in an AU where the Espadas are still alive, that's why Nnoitra is still here with Nelliel being on his side.
Besides that's why Nelliel's outfit has a bit changed, becoming a playsuit.
They have both finally admitted that they were wrong towards each other since all this time, so they're just kissing to stop their tears.
In any case I wanted this scene to be romantic with the moon, the kiss and sorrowful at the same time : in other words a scene which represent perfectly their double-edged relationship.
In fact this idea came a very long time ago, but I was too unskilled to draw it. This is not the case anymore ! 

If you have any advices and critics about my drawing or the Digital media itself, please share them with me ! That would be so rewarding for me.